ting ting ting ting running through tp
in my white undies
tall short white black we all love tp
TPRAWKS TPRAWKS TP ROCKS MY SOCKS
T E M A S E K TP ALL THE WAY!!!!
i think I'm HIGH!!!!! I love my Rawkers I love my Empire I love TP!!!!!
I've nvr loved my school before so this is a FIRST!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!!! i'm still looking for that right person tho...
And why are you saying that you aren't a good person when you are.
Nike+ 10k Run...
I never felt so alone during the holidays in my life.
I know all my posts are emo emo, but that's who i really am.
Whenever you see me I'm always smiling here and smiling there.
But no love comes back. I've been able to keep myslf sane for so long.
It's time I come out of this shell and let my true feelings towards everyone show.
Raymond, Alvin and Xuan Le. Thanks for spending time with me today. HAHA. otherwise i will NUA at home all day.
The movie was AWESOME!!! my first 3D movie!!! AIYA!!! WHY NVR TAKE PHOTOS!!!!
HOLQA LOVE!!! SENTOSA WAS GREAT TOO!!!
Roma Waterman is the best singer!!! Had a great time in her workshop, learned how to write good songs and a few vocal excercises, I even have an autograph cd. SINGAPORE LOVES YOU!!!!
Thats all HAHA!!!! (I know my blog is boring you right now...)
At first i was super scared to even be a ghost. then after the first few groups, i got into the mood.
SCARING PEOPLE IS SOOOOO FUN!!!!
HAHA. the last group was Shawn Tiang's group and I called for reinforcements.
When he stepped into the room, we were gearing to humiliate him haha.
We surrounded his group and started to dance to the song 'Sorry Sorry'
HAHA!!! HE WAS COVERING HIS FACE!!!!
I just came back from a movie with the nolas. I loved the movie. and the company too.
THE ACTOR'S NOSE WAS GIGANTIC!!!! bigger than my elmo nose haha. Hayden Penetierre isn't that pretty.
I HAD LOADS AND LOADS OF FUN!!!!!
You've given me encouragement and love.
Never have i had friends like you guys as Sec school isn't the best times of my life.
Thanks for being there when i go EMO. HAHA.
I know all my posts sound emo, but its because I'm actually very emo one you know.
I had a GREAT time at Sentosa. and I'm sorry if i ever offended you in any way.
I hope that this relationship between all of us can grow stronger.
full of sad nesss.... BUT full of love... full of friends... full of trust,
ah... welll... waiting for sub comm slumber party and IITSC night walk...
In the afternoon i met with xephry and eric for lunch and we ate yoshinoya.
Waited for Bernita and Mich after that and we went to Topshop to shop
Soon after JJ and the rest all came.
We then went to Yoshinoya AGAIN... to have dinner and we were all confused on what to do.
so we started to walk to 7-11 to buy snacks and then headed to the open area to wait for the fireworks.
We then had a little "concert" in Marina square, we saw that there were soooo many patriotic singaporeans.
we then had dao hui for supper
Posting what i feel isn't enough.
Well at least Sub-comm gathering was SUPERB!!!
too bad a few people didn't come, otherwise they would enjoy it.
Choir... I miss you... too bad i can only see you when school reopens
Im losing myself to guilt and pity.
Im losing myself to blaming people for some things that they didn't do.
Im losing myself to my fear of losing the people i love so dearly.
Im lost at what to do with my life now.
I've lost my mind at times.
I've lost my sanity when i meet certain people
I'll lose my face if i don't start studying.
I can't stop losing the things i once held dear to my heart.
I feel that im a loser at everything
I even lost my way of understanding people's feelings... IM SORRY JJ... so yar...
the only good thing ive lost is losing myself to God. and let him take control from now on.
Losing isn't a good thing, but being an ass isn't either.
Sharing my feelings with someone only helps to a certain extent. I feel lost without friends.
I can't do anything without friends. Thats why people say that im a loner...
Friends are easy to make, Close friends are those that stick by you for awhile
Best friends are those that stick with you throughout your life, and are very hard and i mean VERY hard to come by.
I'm gonna drown myself in depression soon. but i think this post will make you see my true self.
You can call me whatever you want... i don't care, cause when you cry for help, you will always know ill be there for you.
No matter what kind of friend you'll be in my lie.
- Mood:
depressed
Saturday EARLY morning(12AM - 5AM)
We played LAN for 2 hours and then watched a movie called the hangover, the movie taught BAD BAD BAD morales... and shouldn't even be rated NC16,,, should be rated R21... so much sexual content and nudity... After all these we slept til 9AM
Saturday Afternoon
We played Munchkins on the rooftop and had sooo much fun HAHA. Then we went swimming. We then made our way to EXPO for a Hillsongs United Concert. IT WAS SUPER NICE!!! I felt God there. For those who missed it i feel sorry for you.... Yanya... next time must bring you...
Sunday Early morning (12AM-7AM)
We stayed up the WHOLE night we played LAN we played Hearts and we drank RED BULL!!! SOOO TIRED AFTER THAT!!!
We made our way to Church at 9 and we slept through the whole sermon. Then headed to our church for a Farewell lunch for Pastor TAn.
All these were half the fun without You my Dear.
- Mood:
chipper
Looking at your face today... I feel warm inside.
Although you were tired, you still looked pretty.
Having fun in TPSU dosen't match up with the time i spent with you
Thank you...
Lab was super boring today... it was super super super EASY!!! and i finished it within the first half of the class...
then after dinner,i skipped choir and i went to crash Tunich dinner, it was fun while it lasted... WHILE it lasted
when some BASTARDS came in and started being asses....!!! ARGH!!! they pissing me off...!!!
okay nvm... CHILL!!!
- Mood:
annoyed
Sorry i couldn't go for dinner with you... I had worship practise... I hope you understand...
I watched Harry Potter today...
I was not as good as I expected it to be...
Too few scenes of Emma Watson... And Daniel Radcliffe looks dam ugly now...
Oh and I watched it for free, cause my friend's father booked the top half of the Theater
AND I met Ken there, sooo coincidental LOR!!!
JJ I need counselling again... ARGH!!! Im soooo sorry to trouble you...
You are like my shoulder to cry on lor... (IM NOT GAY)
- Mood: drained
Today. I had a long but very COOL day...
Lunching with my parents at Quishinbo
FULL SPREAD OF ALL YOU CAN EAT JAPANESE BUFFET
Then came to school and had APEL
Visited the TP League Series booth
Practised abit at the Studio
CHOIR then made our way to GRAND COPTHORNE
we were singing for the charity event organised by the Noah's Ark Foundation
I was surprised that soooo many people turned up and they were all ANIMAL LOVERS
YAY TO ANIMAL LOVERS
Performing for the first time in front of an audience in TP choir
WOW!!! the feeling was superb...
AND to my dearest, Im glad you had fun at Sentosa. How i wish now that i could find time to ask you out on a date.
Haiz... thats the life of a busy guy... that don't seem so busy most of the time...
- Mood: satisfied
To be honest, I have no idea what to write.
I just know that people have been shoving me away and those people were once my very good friends.
I feel hurt whenever they do that...
And i have an assignment from Campus Crusade
Ask 5 non-christian friends for a prayer request
It will not be easy, but I will try my very best.
AND I have a performance later on in the eveining so yar...
JJ!!! I want to write the songs, but i got no inspiration...
- Mood: calm
Tired...
Wednesday
The usual.
Lectures
Tutorials
Tests... (yes Organic Chem test)
Lounge Duty
LM
Dinner...
BUT i got to see a very very good friend, and chatted with him foa long while. THANKS!
- Mood: bored
- Music:Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis
Hey all Im gonna be using live journal from now on, cause i think blogger got some problems with me liao.
Nowadays i think that being a different person is sooo hard. I feel that all my friends are growing further away from me, even though I know they still care for me. T.T Im just sooo TIRED.
Im still struggling to finish one project and when I see all my buisness friends having SOOO many projects, it makes me depressed.
I know I don't show it. And bcause of their projects, i can't see them as much anymore.
And this makes me WANT to study.(I bet you are thinking "yeah, right, like Dean will study, but I will..) :-)
Gonna sleep soon. so thanks to all of you. LJ FTW!!
- Mood: exhausted
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